Well guys, what can I say but a MASSIVE thank you.
I have been seriously overwhelmed by the emails I have received so far following my last post and to be honest, you made me cry. I’m not sure whether they were tears of relief or something else, but your lovely comments have made me think about everything I’d be giving up if I took my website down. It also made me realise how much my website means to you and how I have become a part of your life and that is just SO amazing. To think, just a woman from Devon with a normal life and the usual ups and downs that come with that and yet, I have bought so much pleasure into some people’s lives just by being a bit naughty!
SO, last night I gave it some serious thought and I have decided to keep it going but really only because of the responses from you lovely guys out there and for that I am truly grateful and humbled, to be honest. Yes, I admit that it can be hard work keeping up with the videos, but it is fun, even I can’t argue with that (thank you J for pointing that one out to me)! Yesterday I was browsing xhamster and it made me realise what I’d be missing out on if I stopped and what exactly I would do if I did. This has been my life now for the past 5 years or so since I gave up my boring full-time job and some people out there would give their right arm to be doing what I do; I know that because I’ve been there, sitting at my desk, bored out of my head, stressed and wishing I had something more exciting in my life than shuffling bits of paper around.
I can’t get away from the fact that I love what I do, even if I do get stressed out about things sometimes but I still have so many ideas for films that I want to do but haven’t had the opportunity so I’m going to screw my head back on and get back to doing what I do best and that’s being a naughty wife who loves to tease!!!
So, thank you all so much for making me think about the mistake I’d be making and this evening I’m going to be raising a glass to having more fun….I’m already getting tearful now just thinking about it.
I love you all, I love all your messages, emails, comments both here and on xhamster. My life, since turning 40 has been amazing (that’s when I met hubbie) but I never envisaged that turning 50 could be so much fun and that life could be so exciting for a woman of my age.
So long may it continue and I will always be forever grateful to you all for giving me a new perspective.
I hope you will all stay with me or just come and go as you wish but whatever your choice, I will still be here ok.
With all my love